How to rid your life of demonic oppresion

I don't wan to hear answers from non beliviers thank you no disrespect but you have your beliefs and I have mine. I don't have mental problems I don't see things or hear things i did however have a bad childhood and lived in a bad neighboor in L.A were I became very addicted to meth and alcohal, and my born again christian brother put me in a christian based rehab home, I've had many slips on meth and alcohal I finally cried out to God and took my meth pipe and my drugs and dumped them in a ugly street corner that night I began to hullicinate very scary images of what seemed to be demonix I was scared out of my mind let alone a loud bang outside my house. When I try to go to church now I feel so uncomfortable and my mind gets these awful scary visions I never use to have before? I read on the internet it could be oppresion if it is how do I fix it?

Drugs and alcohol can actually open you up to negative energies and even demons. Go to your pastor and don't feel embarrassed. I had to go to a catholic priest when i was 17/18. Only God can fix it and he will just have faith. Right now I'm dealing with a problem myself. I grab my bible and pray but It hasn't been helping as much and I am debating about going to my pastor for the same thing.

I have dealt with the paranormal all my life and as a teenager I tampered with demonology and became obsessed with it. Long story short I learned my lesson. I never touched anything of the sort again. It has been about 4 years since my encounter and lately it feels like I'm being bullied all over again. The same things are beginning to happen and I don't know what to do. I have a baby on the way and I was wondering if this can cause more of these occurrences. One night my boyfriend seen the same shadow move and my cat freaked out too. I'm scared and I'm trying to be brave cause I know it will thrive off my weakness...I am afraid to bless my home because I'm afraid I will do it wrong and make matters worse...and sadly i moved out of state and have no idea where the closest catholic church is...most churches wont bless homes...so i wish you luck. Keep Your Faith.