Hi everyone! I first off want to say if you don't believe in this kind of stuff please just don't comment :) I'm in search of a real explanation or opinion, not a skeptic calling me a psycho.
Alright, starting off I'm 16, turning 17 next month.
Growing up I ALWAYS felt so different and alienated by kids around me. I just always felt more mature. Not in a cocky way at all, I actually used to think it was really weird.. to be so responsible and what not. But now it's whatever blah blah. So anyway, I always felt "different." I make friends easily, but I can't say I've ever felt understood. Not meaning like the emo teenager inside of all of us. I mean how people have never picked up on my habits, no one (not even my mother) can give a correct description of me, people always seeming to be surprised by what I do or my ability to do things. It's kind of difficult to explain.
I was in 4th grade when I accepted being "different" yet I was still unsure of why I was. Then in 5th grade was when I started to use the word psychic. I also became very depressed that year. Unlike the year before where I was happy confident and even acting like a child. This year of my life is blurry to me BESIDES the signs of a 6th sense forming. I was reading people's emotions and moods even if I wasn't in contact with them. I could be on the bus home and know if my mom was going to be cranky. My mom was also pregnant that year. I knew it would be a girl, what day she'd be born on, and that she would have curly hair... BEFORE my mom came home to even tell me she was pregnant! I would drop everything and stare straight ahead when I would do this. It was like I had no control almost. Like, I was aware I was doing it, but couldn't stop. I would be listening to the radio and would know what song would come on next. I would be right ALL the time! I even called my mom in to just sit and listen with me because I was freaking my self out. "Alright they're going to play " " next" And it did. Her eyes kind of widened each time, and I "read" that she was impressed but skeptical. Like I learned how to do it.
Alright, starting off I'm 16, turning 17 next month.
Growing up I ALWAYS felt so different and alienated by kids around me. I just always felt more mature. Not in a cocky way at all, I actually used to think it was really weird.. to be so responsible and what not. But now it's whatever blah blah. So anyway, I always felt "different." I make friends easily, but I can't say I've ever felt understood. Not meaning like the emo teenager inside of all of us. I mean how people have never picked up on my habits, no one (not even my mother) can give a correct description of me, people always seeming to be surprised by what I do or my ability to do things. It's kind of difficult to explain.
I was in 4th grade when I accepted being "different" yet I was still unsure of why I was. Then in 5th grade was when I started to use the word psychic. I also became very depressed that year. Unlike the year before where I was happy confident and even acting like a child. This year of my life is blurry to me BESIDES the signs of a 6th sense forming. I was reading people's emotions and moods even if I wasn't in contact with them. I could be on the bus home and know if my mom was going to be cranky. My mom was also pregnant that year. I knew it would be a girl, what day she'd be born on, and that she would have curly hair... BEFORE my mom came home to even tell me she was pregnant! I would drop everything and stare straight ahead when I would do this. It was like I had no control almost. Like, I was aware I was doing it, but couldn't stop. I would be listening to the radio and would know what song would come on next. I would be right ALL the time! I even called my mom in to just sit and listen with me because I was freaking my self out. "Alright they're going to play " " next" And it did. Her eyes kind of widened each time, and I "read" that she was impressed but skeptical. Like I learned how to do it.
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