When I was 12 I met my father for the first time. He was mentally abusive and I also suffered bullies at school. This went on for a year. Any kind of "ability" I had developed as a child, was now gone.. or not in use? Nothing out of the ordinary was happening. However when the abuse took a toll, I was 13 and diagnosed with clinical Major Depressive Disorder. Knowing my brain was messed up, and refusing to be on meds, I went to treatment instead. Here I was, in a hospital with teens who had mental illnessess like me, but I STILL didn't feel like I fit in! I remember during a group session I was thinking, "wow these people are sick. I'm just different." In no disrespect obviously. I read once that people with these diseases, actually means they have psychic abilities. Now in no way am I ignoring the fact that I have a chemical imbalance in my brain, but this is not what this post is about.
A year later I also began seeing spirits, ghosts, and had voices I never heard in my head. Or I'd hear LOUD things/laughter/voices and be like "did you hear that?" to whomever was in the room, and everyone always says no. This all still happens, usually at night. But now in the daylight I can feel when there's a spirit next to me.
Ever since, I've just had an extreme EXTREME amount of empathy. I'm so good with people that sometimes I amaze myself. It wasn't until recently, like starting in the spring of this year, that I have began to wonder of "psychic" again. I look back and can't even remember the last time i was wrong about something, or a prediction that didn't come true. They always do. I'm always right. Like, this has got to be bigger than a coincidence. Nobody goes through like coincidenting everything!! Like I've been using this sense or gift over the last 3 years and not knowing it. Like finding out I was depressed clicked it back into gear because I was focussing on myself! Not on the bullies which was the same time this ability went blank!