I have been with this man for almost 3 yrs & we are both in our late 20's. We broke up about 2 weeks ago because we just couldn't get along at all anymore! I love him so very much but he has changed and that's wgy we've had so many problems. For example, he has made everything to be all about his motorcycle and his friends. I was pushed to the side almost completely so we ended things. I was recently thinking way to much about him to the point where I had to call him after a week and 2 days of being broken up! I practically begged him to get back with me! He finally accepted after two whole days of asking him but he also said that he feels like he's forced into this relationship. I know him well. He says hurtful things to me most of the time but then seems to forget about them and gets along with me and acts as if everything is back to normal again. So this time I'm not sure if I should take him serious or not? Before the breakup we used to go out together most of the time. We would go out with his idiot friend that started to ruin our relationship by always being around and never letting us have our space as a couple. He was always in the middle even in pictures!! This idiot friend of him has even gave him a bad habbit which is smoking daily now! He never used to smoke cigarettes around me before because he knows how much I hate them. They both have a motorcycle so they ride everywhere together. I'm constantly left out because I don't like to risk my life on a motorcycle since I've been through a car accident once already. It's too scary for me :/ I wish I could have more in common with my boyfriend because I love him but he just doesn't understand me and I'm at the point where I am depressed. I want to and need to be with him. I have become very dependent of him. I can't be without him in my life and I can't be his friend. He said that we are back but that right now it doesn't feel right. I told him I would change anything I have to in order to be with him. I told him to give me a chance to change the fact that I would get mad at him for dumb things he does. We'll see how it goes but for now it's hard because I know he doesn't really want to be with me and feels forced like he said. Ugggh I have such low self esteem!!! :( What advice can anyone give me?? Thanks!
