Taking the risk of being w/ someone that doesn't want to be w/ me ...

I'm sorry but if he doesn't wanna be with you what is the point of te relationship? There is something wrong with HIM not YOU. But if you depend him you should become independent and then look for a relationship with someone who cares for you. I was I a relationship with my ex and I didn't feel right and we fought and broke up. It was terrible. But if he cares for a bike more than you that should have been your first clue. It's time to become independent. It may be hard and you may have low self esteem but you are a beautiful, young, strong woman who deserves to have that romantic heart of yours loved by someone who gives a rat tooth about your feelings and your heart. I'm sorry to be frank but it's no fun and he seems that he needs to change not you. Never change for someone who won't bend for you

The idiot friend is not responsible for the choices your boyfriend has made. He's a big boy and can make his own decisions, and it sounds like he's chosen to do whatever he wants to do. This relationship is not going to work out. It would be in your best interest to find different things to occupy your time with, surround yourself with support, and start hanging out with other people. This is the only way you'll start to break away from the co-dependence you have, and you'll start to realize you CAN live without this bad relationship. Good luck.

Oh for gods sake GET A LIFE!!!!

He doesn't want you... he NEVER wanted you. And you just throw yourself at him.
He'll take you to bed and then go out on you. He'll use you just like you expect... and then simply dump you. You can bet he's laughing about it to his friends about how you're so desperate you can't live without him.... and he'll be saying that statement while he's screwing someone else, and they'll both get a good laugh.
He doesn't think about you at all.
YOU ARE DISPOSABLE.

GET SOME SELF-RESPECT.
You give ALL women a bad name.