okay, please spare me the talks on how i'm important and how i should talk to someone, and how 'im 17 and have no idea what being stressed and depressed feels like' i've had my **** and you dont know my story, and after doing this i'm pretty certain i dont want to die, and this is sort of what i needed.
i'm suffering depression, medicated for it, and seeing a Councillor. Anyway, Saturday night, (five nights ago) i decided i'd had enough and just wanted to end it. I drank half a litre of vodka and had anywhere from 8 - 15 paracetamol, (i think it was either 8 or 12 but could be more as i was too intoxicated to remember specific details) i know that's not alot, but on top of the vodka, it was a sure over dose. Well, i woke up in the morning decided i didnt want to die (fickle i know) and headed off to the small local hospital down the road because i was feeling mightily sick, shaking like mad and real dizzy.. they basically told me i'd had 3/4 times the amount i should have and that i'd need to go to the larger hospital where they needed to do blood tests, i'm 17, i cant drive, and the only people that know of said overdose are the nurse, and you guys. I refuse to tell my friends and parents, what will that help?
.. so yeah i said i'd get the bus to the larger hospital as i refused an ambulance, but i never went as it was a sunday and the bus times were messed up..
but now, five nights on, i feel sick as anything and my stomach's cramping like crazy, im mega dizzy and i've been to the toilet alot ..
just wondering if this could be the OD thats causing all this pain? it is five days on, and the side effects i said i had just after the OD had gone by pretty much two days later until now.. im really worried and dont know what to do. its 1am so i cant go to the hospital and im scared. help?
i'm suffering depression, medicated for it, and seeing a Councillor. Anyway, Saturday night, (five nights ago) i decided i'd had enough and just wanted to end it. I drank half a litre of vodka and had anywhere from 8 - 15 paracetamol, (i think it was either 8 or 12 but could be more as i was too intoxicated to remember specific details) i know that's not alot, but on top of the vodka, it was a sure over dose. Well, i woke up in the morning decided i didnt want to die (fickle i know) and headed off to the small local hospital down the road because i was feeling mightily sick, shaking like mad and real dizzy.. they basically told me i'd had 3/4 times the amount i should have and that i'd need to go to the larger hospital where they needed to do blood tests, i'm 17, i cant drive, and the only people that know of said overdose are the nurse, and you guys. I refuse to tell my friends and parents, what will that help?
.. so yeah i said i'd get the bus to the larger hospital as i refused an ambulance, but i never went as it was a sunday and the bus times were messed up..
but now, five nights on, i feel sick as anything and my stomach's cramping like crazy, im mega dizzy and i've been to the toilet alot ..
just wondering if this could be the OD thats causing all this pain? it is five days on, and the side effects i said i had just after the OD had gone by pretty much two days later until now.. im really worried and dont know what to do. its 1am so i cant go to the hospital and im scared. help?
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In short, this is your body's attempt to undo what you did. The human body suffers a lot due to our lifestyle, but pain only becomes evident to us when the body is strained enough. So, you did a number on your body and this is it telling you you did so.
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